Worst Months...

The last few months can be added to the WORST MONTHS IN MY LIFE!

As a starter, I left my job! Yes, I wasn't happy with it but this just happens. It needs to end to start a new career. Not knowing what it would lead me to, I need to leave... Just because... there are things better left than make yourself fit in a system that doesn't work in your favor. I had great company... company from my colleagues... it was fun and enjoyable... the people that is.

Then, next was the passing away of my Nanay. I never expected it to happen... I already told myself that I would not be visiting our family this year... but it was impossible for what happened. I was not afraid to come home, I was crying... I was not crying for joy, but for the pain it caused me. I never knew it would be this so hard to accept. Someone told me, she was old... but it doesn't matter! She is my Nanay! It is still hard for me, I still feel the remorse in my heart... I still feel how hard it is to lose my Nanay.

Now, at the start of my birthday month... I had a great news... I have a new job! Not the high paying job I had, but it's good... not good enough... I had no choice now... but hopefully this would be the start of something new... to change from the worst to a better life. I hope so.