a busy month

A busy month it is...

A lot of things that we need to do and finish urgently at work. I really felt that I have no off day for the past weeks, with the preparation for opening new stores. Long working hours with limited sleeping hours is a norm. But with this, I don't feel I'm tired, I just feel at times I can do more. Nothing has been really outstanding and can be proud of, even after opening one store.

I just feel my hands are tied up that I can't do so much. There are full of distractions that I can't focus on my work. I want to shout, scold and do what I want to do that I know would take a lot from me, but would have a better outcome. It would not be the same me though in what I am used to do, but holding back to all of this can't just be good for me.

Now, just waiting for another store to open. I found myself pissed off. Would I really need to repeat myself, when I know I made myself clear? It's tiring when you know that there is a limit to things that you can do and things you can say. We are not the people who have the last say, because we have bosses that tell us if we can do such a thing or not. I have done my part and just wait for the instruction. There are just some decisions that I can't make, because I am not the owner of the company, if I am, I would also want all things to be completed before opening, even how much any other person want to open it or not. I am not the big boss, and I hope I am!

Anyway, like I said, I have been quite busy and I have no time to write blogs and even update my facebook account. Hopefully, I can be free just now... Sunday? still working!