march... oh march...

March is a busy month for me and I never thought it would end so soon. I was held back from making posts in this blog with the loads of work and long working hours during this month, having just one day-off the entire month. Then one thing happened, I was told that I would not be in training and I will be the operations in-charge. Well, training is in my heart, but I got to do what I got to do... So now, I am back in the operations.

It is a different journey for me and surely it's a challenge for me to embark on something new. I may not have the experience in managing the operations, but the system of the company, I know well. At times I get frustrated with the managers and get in trouble as well, if they don't do what I have told them to do, and get blamed for it. I think I'm too friendly with the managers, maybe I can be tougher with them. Anyway, I know I can because I'm a scorpio, I just don't want them to see me as a scorpio.

Aside from this, recently I became a temporary graphics artist and change some price tags and marketing materials... Worse comes to worse... it would be my regular task! I must be given extra pay for this though! Maybe I should ask?

As for my personal battle in my life, it's just been a boring month for me... Maybe with some smiles and laughter here and there, but nothing serious. I even wanted to be single for the rest of my life, then I felt alone a few times, I looked for someone to hold on to, so I would not feel alone. I even thought that being with someone might just be a dream that would not come true. I'm tired of asking for someone to love me because of the hurt that comes with it, the feeling of being left, just comes into mind when I think of relationship now.

Anyway, just a few days left before this month ends... I don't know what will happen, but what I know is that I will be busy with work... work... and more work...