and another birthday comes by

this is the 2nd birthday that Nanay is not with us and i found myself writing another blog for her. but i was quite lost of what i would write about.

and as i remember being here in Malaysia, the only time i went to church was the exact day that Nanay left us, which was on august seven. it was the time that i asked to be on leave, so i can pray for Nanay and my family.

i prayed and cried for all the things i have done for Nanay, all the heart pains and headaches that i gave her. i prayed and cried for ignoring her most of my life. i was never been a good son to her and all her sacrifices for me was unnoticed.

she gave everything for me, but it was never enough for me. and i realized that i have lost Nanay, who gave me life. who kept me in her womb for nine months and delivered me.

the memories i was left with her was when she was carrying me on my baptism, on the coconut tree in our front yard, on my birthday and she being with me on my 7th birthday in my school. but i always forget her birthday. i always forget to thank her on her birthday and give him gift of love that i am supposed to give.

i know i can't return each single moment with her, good and bad times. but i can ask her to be my guardian angel the rest of my life.

Happy Birthday my Guardian Angel.

With all your love... Nanay

 

You gave me life

With all your love

 

You gave me warmth

With all your love

 

You sacrifice your life

With all your love

 

You taught me to fear God

With all your love

 

You showered me joy

With all your love

 

You carried me in your arms

With all your love

 

You taught me how to love

With all your love.