Dying Early

I have been looking forward for a renewed life and an exciting year, but it really is not turning out to be that great. My life is just dragging the life out of me, while my work is just not satisfying me anymore, and people who I care for are just nowhere to be found.

Lately, I have been having health problems and it's all these problems that is making it worse. I wish my life can change, be a happier and healthier one. I wish people in my work would just do their work and not to push all their problems to me. I wish I can trust again the people I loved and cared for.

All of these are just a wishful thinking that my life, career and people surrounding me will change. Well, I know the world don't revolve around me. I know I need to take care of my life, career and the people I love. 

As I put all my cards on the table, what is standing beside me is the King. In my world, I call him my Saviour, My God and My Salvation. When all is not going well for me, I seek His strength, glory, love and compassion. 

With all the problems I face, I really never thought of my health, because I know I would be free with the burdens of life when I die young. Life to me is sharing your life with people you love and care for, unfortunately for me, my life died a long time ago and I'm just waiting for my body to follow.