Setengah Tahun (Half Year) 2013!

It's been half of the year and a few things in my life has changed, in a good and bad way. Well, I have to start the year with something, pretty much with all the things that I am going through, I still wish my life would be better than before.

I started the year with a drastic move to work in Malaysia, well in the same company that I was in a few years back, but in a different environment. I had just one task to do and it was to make the standards of the company higher. It's not as easy as it looks, but I had a huge help from everyone, though at times it was frustrating. The thing about my work now, is that I am not in any way comfortable, I always feel uneasy and tired. As I always say, if you love the work you are doing, you will not feel that you are working at all. Unfortunately, I just can't.

With my work comes, living in a place and adapting to it. It's a good thing now, that I only moved once. I am staying in a place near my work, and feel comfortable with the environment. I can cook for myself, I enjoy the company of my housemates. My only complain is my room is not air-conditioned. Well, I guess I can settle for this in a meantime.

I made friends, well for the most part, they are my staff. I enjoy working with young people who are eager to learn. I love my work because of them. But I still doubt whether my staff, consider me a friend or just a manager, even they leave the company. I hope we can be friends for a long time! I will definitely keep in touch and I would be there when they need my help.

Well, my love life has been zero for the half of the year. Looking? I'm not. I do think my life will be more satisfying if I have someone to share my experiences, be there for me when I need someone. Unfortunately, she is not yet here in my life. I do hope I can complete her life as much as she would complete me. I would love to have someone who truly cares for who I am, not an option, but the only one. Unafraid to make mistakes and have arguments, accept faults and forgive my faults. I hope she is there, I hope I can know her, sooner than later.

My health though is not going too well. I guess with the stress of my work, but most part of it my personal life. I have gained weight, I limited my exercise, eat a lot and really never took care of my health. I went to the doctor twice already, which is too much for me in a year. I just hope the second half of the year will be better. This is such a nuisance for me, I really never took care of my health, but now I need to. 

I have a lot of plans to make my life be better in the future, I do hope that the plans I made for the first half of the year will come true, not this year, but in year 2014. It's a long time from now, but I'll just keep praying that it will. I plan to continue my studies, buy a car, start a business, and others.