What Did I Do Wrong?

Before, I would always ask myself, what did I do wrong for things that had happened. It was always my fault  but never did opened my eyes and tell the truth that it was not always me. I admit it, I did things bad and I am in the wrong, well its not always like that. 

As I keep living a life where I am becoming me again, I finally opened my eyes to the things that made it wrong and just let it happen in front of my eyes. I never said anything to ruin it all just to save something that I thought would work out. 

Friends and family told me it was stupid to do what I did, I guess it was, but I kept my word. However, until now, these people never believed in me. I would do the same thing if I promised the same thing, it is a risk that I am willing to take as I am the man of my words unfortunately it's not always the case for others.

I may have done so many things wrong, well people do things wrong to me as well. But then again, I never heard any apologies, never did I hear any single apology. I took all of that and just pushed it aside, until I need to face the reality that enough is enough. 

Time is always an essence, life is too short, but telling me that they don't have time is crap. People always have time, but unfortunately I am just an option for their time, where I always put them as my priority. But then again, I closed my eyes to all of these, until I face the reality of giving my precious time to someone else who I am a priority.