2013 is Coming to a Close!
Let me say that the year 2013 is a year full of twists and turns! Up until now there are things I have expected but not so soon, but it did happen. Life is just full of uncertainty!
From day one of 2013, I was already contemplating on things that I could have done if not for the burden I am carrying up until the uncertainty of years to come. Well, as I prolong it to give passage to what I long for, I can breathe better now and not induce hatred in my heart that has been crumpled for a long time now.
I thought I can learn how to love again or even deal with new people I meet, but never did it happen. I thought of being loved, but it was always a failure. I thought of patching up things, but it was too, a hardship. Even making new friends, would not be an easy thing to do. Also, forgiveness is just not in my heart this year. Things in this realm are not meant to be for this year. I did gave love a chance for a few months, but then again, I am still alone.
As my life is just full of boring things, my work is just the exact opposite. People come and go in the company, but I never did expect what happened this year. Unfortunately, as I was learning from them they have decided to go on to another path. Though it's not a shock for me, it is just a waste of talent that we are losing just because of incompetency and power grabbing.
It's just not healthy and rewarding. It's not as fun as I was working before. I had to endure hardships as well, that includes blame games and accusations. Things that are just not right in here. Well, it's also an uncertainty for me. I just hope it all goes well for me.
Coming back a few years back, when I ask myself was it worth the risk to leave the company? It is still worth it because I kept my word. Though my feelings changed now on how I see things and react on situations, I would do it again and again.
To end my year, I leave with this quote...
From day one of 2013, I was already contemplating on things that I could have done if not for the burden I am carrying up until the uncertainty of years to come. Well, as I prolong it to give passage to what I long for, I can breathe better now and not induce hatred in my heart that has been crumpled for a long time now.
I thought I can learn how to love again or even deal with new people I meet, but never did it happen. I thought of being loved, but it was always a failure. I thought of patching up things, but it was too, a hardship. Even making new friends, would not be an easy thing to do. Also, forgiveness is just not in my heart this year. Things in this realm are not meant to be for this year. I did gave love a chance for a few months, but then again, I am still alone.
As my life is just full of boring things, my work is just the exact opposite. People come and go in the company, but I never did expect what happened this year. Unfortunately, as I was learning from them they have decided to go on to another path. Though it's not a shock for me, it is just a waste of talent that we are losing just because of incompetency and power grabbing.
It's just not healthy and rewarding. It's not as fun as I was working before. I had to endure hardships as well, that includes blame games and accusations. Things that are just not right in here. Well, it's also an uncertainty for me. I just hope it all goes well for me.
Coming back a few years back, when I ask myself was it worth the risk to leave the company? It is still worth it because I kept my word. Though my feelings changed now on how I see things and react on situations, I would do it again and again.
To end my year, I leave with this quote...
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