Too Tired

I kept on thinking of what to write for my blogs for a month now, but I can't get an inspiration to write on that would make me feel just anything. I was too tired of work and to fixated on moving forward with my life and coming back to the Philippines after my almost 8 years being outside of the country.

I want to be back to the country and be the one that I really thought of since I stepped into college. I really wanted to be the boss of myself and having my own business. Having the luxury of being around the world not to work but enjoy my life once in awhile. It came true when I went to Thailand a few months back and having that time off gave me the energy I needed and free myself to anything in the past.

Moving forward also means for me, looking for someone that I can hold dearly as well. I never have thought I can feel being cared for again by someone until a few weeks back. I know it's too early to say, but it's a good start. I know it would be really difficult with all the factors that is right in front of me. I want this relationship badly that I am willing not to think and just go for it. It maybe the stupidest thing I would do (ahhh... it might be the a close 2nd after I left my job, fly to uncertainty for the love I thought was there). But then again, I have risked a lot for one, why not for the second time.

So, this maybe the year of planning for my 2nd wave of successes in my life and career in the future. I do hope all works well and these plans can move on as I am now ready for a mid-year surge for year 2014. I pray that all things will go well and plans will be put into action in years to come.