Just a normal day until this happened...

It was a normal day at the office, conducting training and doing projects my boss asked me to help out on.  But I never thought my normal day would turn out to be a depressing one, but fruitful evening before I put myself to sleep.

I had the urge to open up my blogger account and to write a blog that turned out to be reading my old posts about the girl that I thought would be the happily ever after. It made me think again of falling for someone, but I know I can't... I don't know why, but I just can't.

I looked for someone to talk to and there was my good ole friend and before I talk about this, I saw my message to my first love while looking to talk to my friend. As crazy as I am, I looked again for her as she is lost in this world called social media. It was nice to see her again, well in the photo that is. I will be the happiest persons in life, if she is doing well and having a loving family of her own. I wished she is my happily ever after also, but I was young at that time. And my puppy love for her became a true love for me.

Well, going back to my talk with my friend, not saying anything in details of our conversation, but we talked about our current relationships (or the lack of)... Sharing broken hearts of people who left, of people who I long for, and for people who play around our hearts. Topics are depressing, but the weird thing about our conversation was enlightening and comic.

As depressed as I am, during that time, I forgot that I was depressed for a moment. Even so that I was depressed until the next day. But when I came back to our conversation, I was happy and I found an outlet to release the broken heart inside of me.

Well, I do hope... we will have another one like this... minus the depression.