An Unpleasant Night

It's an early morning to an unpleasant sleep last night.

So, here goes...

It seems this would end sooner than I expected but what can I do? I am nobody to you... and not even a friend. Even you said so. It is true, you are the person I'll bring to the jungle... 'coz you are in my heart, but I know it just can't be. 

Remember saying to me I was jealous? I was, I really was. And the more I hold on to you, the more I feel hurt. I am hurt because I am no one to you. No matter what I do, no matter how long we spend time together, I am still a nobody to you. You are just forced to be with me. Even you hate being with me. Not like other people you are close with.

Well, no one really knows who you are. I will keep it as that. I'm sorry for feeling this way, because it just isn't right. I hope I find someone right for me, the happily ever after. Someone I can be with forever.

I like you, I really do. I am sorry for feeling this way. I am sorry for acting this way. I am sorry for being emotional. I am sorry for forcing you. I am sorry. Just sorry for everything.

I need to stop liking you, I need to stop all my emotions for you. Just before I do, take care of yourself and thank you for being a part of my life. Again, I'm sorry.