Trying Not To!

Are you trying to push me away? Well, it is working! It is just working! I read about something about Scorpios, when we say we don't care, we don't! I am at the point of saying that I don't care about you! It is fine, because even I said that I will be hurt when you go, I would... but the time you are with me would not be enough to really hurt that much.

I cared about you and our friendship, I know at times I go overboard... but you know well that I like you. But then it is OK! It is OK to go and run away! I am used to people I care running away from me. I am not immune to it because I am still a person... So, I would just be fine.

It looks like this will be the end of another friendship! Well, it is not your fault... It is mine! I acted stupidly and I liked someone wrongly. But to tell you, you might be the first one I said so... But if you really want to cut our friendship, it is OK! I am beginning to realize how stupid I am to think it is OK to tell you. Well, saying that and moving on... I might just be at the point of saying... I don't care! And I'm trying HARD not to!