Closures

I have ended my hatred and have opened my heart to giving a new life. I have apologized with all my heart to the people I have wronged. Now, it's a new beginning of what seems to have bothered me for years now. It is a great feeling that my heart is full of happiness now. And I ought it all to God, my Savior.

My first closure is to the person who wronged the love of my life before. I never did want to forgive the coward who almost cost my ex-girlfriend her job. I never did want to forgive him for what he did, even so we shook hands before I left the country. Now, it's the time to forgive you. 

My second closure is to the person who cost my passion for the love of badminton. I have carried the burden of not improving myself for the game I enjoyed. It always has been a thought that what could have been, if I was able to play. Now, it's time to forgive you. 

My third closure is to the person who bad mouth me for the same ex-girlfriend I had. I made a promise to my ex-girlfriend that I will come back to her. I was late, very late in fact. So, she convinced her that I will not come back and she was wasting her time on me. Until my ex-girlfriend, broke off with me to my devastation. It's hard to forgive her friend, it is really hard... But it's time to forgive you.

My fourth closure is for a friend that I wronged a long time ago. I met her in Malaysia and became friends, until I made a decision that pushed me away from her. I never did say sorry to her, until yesterday. I don't know if she forgives me, but it is a closure for me to have the courage to say sorry. And I am sorry, with all my heart. I hope I know what I can do to make it up to you.

My last closure is for a friend that I wronged recently. I was depressed for all the weeks up until a few days ago, because I was hoping it will be better. It never did, even I have apologized and said my piece. I know it is not for me to decide that we can be friends again. But my closure, my friend, is I am sorry, with all my heart. I hope I know what I can do to make it up to you.

I had closures in my life and regret the things I have done. I have lost friends along the way, but I stayed strong and believed that there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. I just need to believe in God, pray, and repent my sins. Being closer to God is what I did for the past weeks I was down, and it helped me realize that God is always there for me, even I have wronged. 

So, these are my closures... with the help of prayers... I have closed these chapters in my life and I am ready to move on. I just hope in the end, for the friends I have wronged is to know what I can do to make it up to them.