When the time comes...

For the past few weeks with my newly found friends, we have been talking about dreams and what always kept me thinking is, what is my ultimate dream?

When talking about dreams, we have small dreams like owning a brand new smartphone to big dreams like owning your own house and having a family. Each and everyone of us have our own dreams that we want to attain in our lives. Whether our dreams come true or may just rest as a dream that we never reached.

I still remember when I was in college, a friend asked me where I studied in high school and I mentioned my school. At that moment, he enthusiastically said that it was his dream of attending at my school. As I was shocked and with the lamest response that I can say... "Ahhh.... yeah! it's good there!" I felt proud and happy that my school was another person's dream. Yes! I am happy for studying in a school from my primary to high school that taught me my life of what I am having right now. Though I never attained to study in the universities I wanted to study at, it never brought me down but pushed harder and smarter to where I am now. 

I also had other dreams that I never attained in my life, like playing badminton in the regional meet in high school (yes! in STRAA), which was the reason I stopped playing the sport for a long time and never really had the passion to be better at it again. This is one of my broken dreams, which I knew I was supposed to be in the team, but never did it happen (yes, the coach for the regional team for our province told me that he will take me). And that was the turning point of why I never did had passion for the game.

The dream of having my own family was 5 years ago to someone I thought would never leave me even I was far away. Yes, it was a long distance relationship that didn't work. It was my fault because I promised I'd be coming back on an agreed month, but my work stopped me to do that and she lost confidence on me that i'll be coming back. Though I did, it was already too late, because she left me for another guy. For years, I wanted her back, but there was a wall between us that can't be broken down (no, it was not the other guy). Now, I wished I had used those years to find someone else who can truly love me and never leave me. But, until now... I got no one... though hoping I would have one.

So, when the time comes, I hope my ultimate dreams will come true. Properties that I can call mine. My own Ferrari (of course, I have another car in mind... hopefully by next year!). My own businesses up and running (not just on paper). And a new life with a happy family. 

Final thoughts are... Never let go of your dreams! Stay with it and fight for it!

Always remember... Don't follow your dreams, CHASE your dreams!

And when you think you are too old for dreams, dream again! Because you are never too old!

And if some of your dreams really can't be achieved... change it and be stronger, look for another dream to chase!