Are You Married?
While getting in touch with my old friends, a question that always comes up is “Are you married?”
Sad to say, I’m not. Well, I guess I make the best out of being single and not thinking of anyone to be with. Though I’m thinking right now to ask my friend if she is OK to be with me… But this is not the topic right now… So, let’s just leave it like that.
The difference between now and before, is not actually the answer, it was the feelings. It is still the same answer I gave years ago. But there is something different, because I don’t feel anything right now when I tell the reason. It’s just gone. Now, I can tell the story (not entirely because it’s private) and laugh about what happened.
So, my answer? No, I’m not married! I’m still single, supposed to get married years ago, but never did happen. She left me. Why? That’s a good question. Let’s just say that I fulfilled my promises pretty late. I did my part and she did. It’s a long story.
Any plans of getting married? Well, searching, but not really. I enjoy the part of my life of being single, where I can do whatever I want to do. Though my friends think otherwise, I am happy. While people are getting crazy of looking, I am just at ease minding my own business. And it’s not that I am in any rush, but it sounds good. If it happens, it will. If not, then I’ll just be single.
When people ask me, if I grow old, then there would be no one taking care of me? Well, I just don’t really care about getting old. As I always say… you die, you die! It’s a bit morbid, but that’s how I feel. Why think of someone who will take care of me, when I can actually do it by myself? And if it happens that I get old and can’t do anything, I might just starve myself to death.
So, just to end this blog, I just want to say. When I get into a relationship, I want it until the end of my life, no ifs, no buts. I always ask this to people about getting into a relationship… Why will you be in a relationship if not in the end, you will get married and spend the rest of your life together? It’s just stupid to think otherwise. So, I hope the next relationship I have, will be the last.
Sad to say, I’m not. Well, I guess I make the best out of being single and not thinking of anyone to be with. Though I’m thinking right now to ask my friend if she is OK to be with me… But this is not the topic right now… So, let’s just leave it like that.
The difference between now and before, is not actually the answer, it was the feelings. It is still the same answer I gave years ago. But there is something different, because I don’t feel anything right now when I tell the reason. It’s just gone. Now, I can tell the story (not entirely because it’s private) and laugh about what happened.
So, my answer? No, I’m not married! I’m still single, supposed to get married years ago, but never did happen. She left me. Why? That’s a good question. Let’s just say that I fulfilled my promises pretty late. I did my part and she did. It’s a long story.
Any plans of getting married? Well, searching, but not really. I enjoy the part of my life of being single, where I can do whatever I want to do. Though my friends think otherwise, I am happy. While people are getting crazy of looking, I am just at ease minding my own business. And it’s not that I am in any rush, but it sounds good. If it happens, it will. If not, then I’ll just be single.
When people ask me, if I grow old, then there would be no one taking care of me? Well, I just don’t really care about getting old. As I always say… you die, you die! It’s a bit morbid, but that’s how I feel. Why think of someone who will take care of me, when I can actually do it by myself? And if it happens that I get old and can’t do anything, I might just starve myself to death.
So, just to end this blog, I just want to say. When I get into a relationship, I want it until the end of my life, no ifs, no buts. I always ask this to people about getting into a relationship… Why will you be in a relationship if not in the end, you will get married and spend the rest of your life together? It’s just stupid to think otherwise. So, I hope the next relationship I have, will be the last.
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