If You Only Knew...

If you only knew how really feel about you, you would be shocked. I never meant just to be a friend, but to be with you the rest of my life. When I see you and you smile back at me, I always wanted to last a lifetime. When you sing, I feel the happiness in you and I always wanted to be one source of your happiness. But if you only knew that I wish I can always be by your side.

It's tough because my mind says that I am not good enough, even when my heart says I really do like you. In my mind, it just can't be true that you would fall for me, even my heart says you are my one. In my mind, things would not work out, even my heart says it will be forever. I just can't say this to you, because I have been hurt though I'm ready for another chance from someone I knew after my past.

I do like you, but you just don't know. I am serious, but you might think I'm not. I want my relationships to end, because I always say... Why go into a relationship, when in the end you don't see yourself with her until your last breath? If you only knew, my friend. I just don't know because I don't want to lose you, but I am already a loser because I haven't told you. 

If you only knew, that I am serious about you. If you only knew, I am seriously in love with you. Remember, you said you haven't found anyone serious about you, but if you only knew, I am.