Seeking for New Ways

I have multitude of dreams that I want to reach before leaving this earth and the most satisfying for me is having my own business. It has been a dream for me when I was still a kid and with my age passing by, I want to do something about it. Now, it's all plans and not moving. I asked people to join me, but it seems it's all words and promises.

I just can't start the things that is happening for me now. I want to succeed, but every single time I want to do something about it, there is something that will prevent me. Unfortunately, I just can't get a grip on my own ways and it makes me frustrated that I can't just move forward. I am frustrated with the people around me that I trusted and also to myself.

Now, I don't know if what I am doing will be successful. It may just be a time waster and more importantly, I don't know if whether that all money I am pouring here would give me the return of investment. I know the start is always difficult for anything and I am losing patience. But, when I see that others succeed, I feel I can do to, I just don't know how.

I am an introvert. I like being alone, being independent and just keeping my thoughts to myself. Well, this blog is an outlet of my thoughts, but that's how I am. I rather share like this, than share it to other people face to face. I am not a people person, I bore myself so much that even I talk to people, I get myself bored. It's just difficult and I don't know if this would work out.

Well, let's just see. Maybe it will. I have invested already on this and I think I should do something about it and realize the potential of the business.