Two Nights World Apart

The mood that makes your day starts not when you just wake up, but it's the night... whether with a dream or not will create your day a good or a bad one. Sometimes, it would just occur to you that having a great dream is something that will make you happy and enjoy your day and sometimes it would just be the other way around. There are two sleeping stages that I know of, which is light sleep and deep sleep; that can affect your mood for the day. Having a light sleep for me is such that you feel you are awake the entire night and you feel so tired when you wake up. It is like your senses is wide awake and will just ruin your day.

And it occurred to me the other night having one of the happiest dreams that I can recall (very few nowadays), is when I had a dream about my long lost friend that I liked or much more loved. I lost contact with her years ago and I always wanted to meet her again, but it never did happen. So, the dream came on seeing each other on her wedding day and meeting her husband to be as well, who I also know. And like before, as we are best buddies, we talked about our lives, said sorry to her and had fun just being with each other. I once again enjoyed being with her even in my dream because that is the only place that I can be happy with her now. 

In her real life, she is now married (with the person she was going to marry in my dream). Now, they have a little one and it is great to see that she is happy with her life now. I believe, my dream was the magical touch from God who gave me closure for feeling sorry for myself because she chose someone else. Though I told her what I felt for her before though nothing happened after that, but I really believe this dream was closure from God telling me to move forward and be happy with my life.

With that dream, I had one great day ahead of me!

On the other end, the next night, I had the opposite of what I had the other night. It was the worst feelings after the night with a sleepless night. Being so tired for the day and thinking of things that happened, I felt I was having my dose of high blood pressure. As I sleep that night, being tired I thought I would have a good night sleep. Rather I had one of my sleepless nights, feeling I was awake the entire night, seeing my room even with my eyes closed and with total darkness. I felt so bad that I was feeling sick when I woke up. I felt tired and restless, my head is turning and had no mood of working. I really felt terrible.

And with that dream, I had to face the reality of having a bad day!