Frustrations

I hate it when I fail at things, I feel worthless and I feel not good enough. I just can't keep myself failing at things that I am doing as it really brings me down. Or is it that I quit so easily that I can't be worth it. I have done all the things I need to do, but nothing, not a single thing I do is turning up the way I wanted to. This frustrates me.

I am hating myself for trying out things and not succeeding at what I am doing. I have too much ego that I just can't be failing all the time. This will just crash me into pieces and feel down that everything that comes my way will just be nothing. I just don't like to fail at something and it brings me down. Things just don't come my way and I don't know what to do.

I am frustrated on something I am doing right now and not a single thing has come up for a few months that I am doing it. I have wasted my time, money and effort to no avail until now. I just can't get the grip! I just need 1 and if nothing comes up... I would just need to let this go, I just can't keep failing because it brings a toll on me.

One thing is just the frustrations of people asking me why I am still single, I hate to admit it, but I really need someone. The thing is, I don't see anyone I can fall for. Well, I had someone, but nothing. It really frustrates me that even this makes it so difficult for me to do. Well, I rather do something else rather than find for someone. Maybe, I'd just need to have money to get one.

Looks like I'm really hating my life right now. I really hate it.