Short Lived Fantasy

I was liking you day by day, but then again... like you said, you want to have fun and freedom. Let's just be friends for now as I said. So, it's a short lived fantasy of me that eventually, we will be more than friends. Something I just can't go through is the moment you are not replying to the simplest messages I have and completely ignoring me.

I want us to be friends, know each other but this is a wrong start. I'm now sure that we are really not meant to be. Well, I don't like going around the bush and telling you all sorts of things then eventually in the end nothing will happen. It would just be a waste of both our times and effort. Nonetheless, you gave me moments of happiness when I see you every single day until you left for KL.

Looks like there is no turning back now for me and will be moving on from now on. I will keep my phone screensaver with your selfie for now until I guess, I feel too hurt to look at you. Well for now, I hope you are feeling better. As you know the last day that you have been replying my messages was the day you had an eye infection. I do hope you feel better because I really do care for you.

I said what I said, you are beautiful, inside out. You keep me on smiles every day for the past few weeks and will continue to smile looking at you while I still can. Anyway, I hope we can still be friends, like you said. My short lived fantasy will be ending soon. Take Care. S.




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