Feeling Lonely Today

Just one of those days that I feel lonely. I needed someone today to comfort me and just to stay close. Unfortunately, I live in this world that I am more alone than being with someone. There are days that I would just need that one person to have a good chat, enjoy the night and just be together.

I'm tired of thinking today, travelling around and working. I don't know even what to write, but I just wanted to write. Where this goes, I don't know where, but what I know is I feel so alone today. I just don't know why. Looks like I need a drink or two, but I got no booze in the house.

Anyway, I've been downloading videos non-stop from youtube for our gathering. Still at home and working, but I just need to time off to think what is best for me now.

I've been thinking of coming back this year to Philippines and sign some documents for my condominium, probably meeting some old buddies, and taking a look at what my condo unit would look like. Other than that, nothing that excites me of coming back. Actually, I'm not excited, it's just I need to.

I really want to travel to Japan this year, I hope I can save for it... I just don't know if I can. Well, it's just that I really need some time off with work and all the other things I have been doing recently. Bugged down with work for a month until last week. Finally, had a rest yesterday and will be another hell week this week as it is our gathering.

As I would be doing emcee, I also need to think of the background music, I need to do the presentation slides, videos editing. Well, I would be doing these until tomorrow and I hope I can finish in time.

Going back, I hope I can be with someone right now... to chat and have a good time. Well, it would not happen tonight.