You are no different...

With all the people I had a chance to come across, whether good or bad, I might have written something for them. My blogs before was mostly about my love, the hurt in between and wanting to have another chance for love. Eventually, I moved on and wrote about other things. But, still most of it is because of people who, mostly, make me smile and live my life happier. And, you are no different.

So, it started when you are sitting there and I was talking about things. I never did imagine that from that day, I will like you more each day. I just don't know why... I guess, that's why you can't define love. But from that day, I know it just can't happen because of our age gap! it's like you are half my age!!!! So, I just went with the flow and be as normal as I can be around everyone without even a single person knowing I like you.

Then, on the day the switches came, someone hinted that you like someone. Well, I was glad because I know I will be happy that you will be happy. But, then again, I know it wont... because that someone is too complicated to understand and his relationship is just too messy right now. So, it's like... I know you like that someone, but I hope you don't go out with him, because in the end you might get hurt. And I don't want that for you.

To go along, the day I became crazy, I gave you the flowers. So, for what? To make you smile. I was sorry I had to take it back for the first time. But I really wanted to give to you, but I wanted it to be us. Only us. I wanted to tell it was from him, but I would be lying. I don't want to lie to a person I learned to like. I was happy because you taught me how to make me smile with all my heart. Something, I thought I will never learn again how to.

So, day by day, I am feeling happy because in small, little ways I made you smile. Things may feel strange now as the days goes by. But, I think you know my true intentions, I'm just skeptical to say it, not because I would be hurt. But because I take my relationships seriously and this means, if I will tell you it will be until forever. But, I don't know how it will go that for now, I will not share.

But, now I am happy because you are happy and I can make you happy or laugh for moments.