We Can Sell You!

I found myself having another conversation of doing training and it's not about training for the company. It was about me doing a training program that I will conceptualize for the general public. It's something that I wish for, but all the butterflies have always kept me at bay. Though I made a living doing lectures, training, and workshops, I don't know if I can do it with my own materials.

Only a few times that people recognize me on what I am doing and I always felt good about sharing my thoughts to people to make a difference in their work and hopefully their lives in general. This person has such confidence in me that she offered me of making my own work and they will sell me and my material. It's something that keeps me going, it's always been my happiness after I have learned how I can touch other people's lives to live better. 

So, the problem is... I am confused of what I'll do? Or am I just afraid that I can't be up to the standards of the people that I will do my training. I have a few things in mind, but I don't know if I can do it. Am I losing my confidence in my training? Am I really worth the people's time? I just don't know if I really can. I have been doing this for more than 10 years, why am I feeling this? 

But, when she told me that she can sell me... I just felt the urge to try this out. Things might work out well. One thing is the good pay I will get on my own training as I needed all the money now. I need it as I planning other greater things in my life right now. I can only lean on me... right now!

Training has been my passion. Sharing my life experiences is such a wonderful feeling. And training my OWN material... that I can call MINE! Is such a great thing to hear! No one else will get the credit but me. As I have been doing training for our company and developing the training programs, I know I can do it. I just have this little voice doubting me from inside.

Looks like a great offer! And I hope I can do it! Just being hopeful! Just praying for the best!