Month-End Reflections (May 2016)

This month just came so fast at the start until it went down very slow. I've been stressed with work but I'm quite happy with my life. I've been reading two books this month, well the first one I already finished and the other one is quite troublesome to finish, but I'm hoping I can finish it soon so I can start on my next project.

A few things I basically didn't accomplish this month, because of work factors but I'm happy that we are getting a few strides and I hope that these few things can have a positive outcome in the near future. Well, I've been planning of coming back home to settle a few things and it seems that there are a lot more things to do. Just wishing that it can be done.

One thing is my life, well, positive vibes as always, even being down with work, I still manage to keep a smile on my face. I've been happy for what I have now and the kindness I get from a few friends of mine. Well, even so that I don't see them often there are things that can bridge us back together. True friends are hard to find and I am happy that there are a few people who I can be happy with. Just one thing is missing... my love life.

Why Am I Here?
I have been planning of what my life MUST be and I'm beginning to take strides to achieve my goals and dreams in life. Though these few steps are minimal, I am happy with what I am starting with, of course with the help of a few people. So, I decided to make this happen this year and I am happy that a few things have come to life and I am hoping for progress and success. So, I'm here to succeed and reach my dreams in life. I MUST achieve it!


What Did I Learn This Month?
No matter how you think of your problems, it can't be solved just by looking at it. When making decisions, we MUST make sure that we do things without being negative with it. Refuse to use BUT, like I can do this, BUT... It seems that we can't do anything without being negative with it. If we want to be successful, have a positive outlook at what is ahead of you and think that you MUST do it and you will find you can do it. Avoid reasons that can hurt you in making your decisions, it's a MUST to think positive.


Am I Carrying An Excess Baggage In This Month That Can Be Dropped?
Initially, I carried it but eventually I kept myself free of worries and distress. Though there are few times a week that I don't feel safe. Sometimes, I would have terrible nights because of the worries. Well, I guess this is the baggage I carry this month, I had too many worries that cause me stress at work and at my home. I feel not safe even it seems there would be nothing wrong. I always think there would be, but I need to think again and be positive that it is just my imagination and I will be safe.


What Is The Greatest Achievement I Did This Month? 
My greatest achievement? Well, it's the plans and the strides I have been making with a few people. It seems that my dreams can be finally be achieved. It's something that I focused on this month and though there are difficulties on a few things, I was able to do something about it. I will not stop at doing this and looking out for the dreams I want, but this is a good start.


What Is the Biggest Time Sink I Did This Month?
I guess it's about worrying about things I don't need to worry about. I have been bugged down with my worries this month and that caused a lot of sleepless nights and headaches throughout the month. I hope that I can stop worrying about my situation and live a better month this coming June.


What More Should I Do For Next Month?
Focus on the other thing I want to accomplish, I love training and I want to continue with it in a different level. I don't know what will be the outcome, but I hope that I can do something about it and succeed on it. One thing about it, is that I wanted this all my life and never thought of doing a few things I am doing currently in my life. Though I want success, I don't see success on one thing I am doing. I think with this, I can set my mind in a few different things and improve myself to be a speaker.


Who Did I Help This Month?
As much as I needed help this month, well, I helped a friend. Though I don't see as helping my friend, but I guess it counts. My friend recently launched her new single here in Malaysia and I am really glad that she invited me and the only thing I can help her was the support I can give with all my heart.


Whom Should I Say "Thank You" This Month?
I would like to thank my friend, because she never forgotten me and I am grateful that she asked me to come to her launch party for her single. It was a great feeling that I saw her again and I am glad to see her sing with her heart. All the passion and hard work paid off and now you are a star. You have reached your dream of being an artist (well, that is what I think), and I know you will continue to flourish. I know you would be very busy this coming month, but I'm hoping I can see you again. Like I've said, I have something for you and I have kept it for awhile. I hope I can see you soon. Well, I just really want to say thank you for being such a great person.