Looking for a New Me!

I have been searching from the wrong places to look for who I want to be with. Well, maybe I'm really bad in maintaining a good friendship that makes me a terrible person to be with in a relationship. So, I think it's good for me to keep track of the things that makes me unlikable. This way, that way, my future would know the mess she would be into being with me. 

Be warned! But smile as you might find this amusing.

So, being single for a long time made me look into different options of being with someone. Seems asking my friends to be matchmakers didn't work, so I searched for a new way to be in the market. Well, I'm not a high commodity, though low maintenance, I am quite the... ahh you? let's just be friends... Friends zone it is!

Well, for one I'm not the model type looking guy, not tall enough to be one and don't have the looks to be one, and the body type to be chosen as one. So, what mess would you be in? Probably you'll have a personal pillow and someone to pinch over and over again if you feel like doing it. This is what I had to endure... haha.. no regrets, but just being true that I'm not getting fat, I'm just plump and cuddly. 

I kind of bad with speaking so much that makes me annoying at times or sometimes the other way around, being quiet and makes it as well annoying. Well, I guess I've been alone for a long time that I need to talk to someone so I just talk and talk, but when my work is about talking and talking, I rather have some quiet when I'm talking the entire day. The best way I guess with be moderation. I guess if you need someone to listen to your problems, I think I can handle that.

Hmmm... What else? I guess suddenly I found it hard to find fault on myself, so in the meantime this would be it. So, until we meet again.