Things Are Just Meant To Be...

I have looked into possibilities of falling in love once again as my hopeless romantic self searches for the meaning of being in a relationship again. I've learned to let go and move forward to find oneself. I found again myself, the person I used to be, the person who had big dreams and keeps searching for them. I've been lost for a long time, looking desperately for answers that I know destiny has something else for me. I looked and I got lost, but along the way, after years of searching, I think I have found happiness that eluded me for a long time, in the most unusual way possible. I am hoping though that this will something I can treasure for a long time, 'til the end of my time.

As the rain rejoices, I am rejoicing in my heart that I am thinking I found peace. I'm taking it slowly though as I have been hurt and I was left behind. I may have forgotten to fall in love. I may have forgotten to take care of someone's heart. As I am afraid of my heart, I am more afraid of hurting someone else's heart as I know the feeling of being the wrong side of the relationship. Slowly I am feeling the feeling I felt before, the kind of happiness that I would only understand. I make simple things silly, I make myself forget to think because of the heart. Let me be slow, I hope you can understand, what I can say is I'm falling back in love again.

It's not about you, it's because of me. It might have been something I heard before, but it's true. Small steps for big dreams, small promises for big life, small gestures for big love. The warmth of my heart is enough to keep me at ease during this rainy and gloomy day. I feel so young at this feeling and I am happy that I am. So, as long as you are fine, I would be happy to be there, but what I feel is something special. It's there I promise. I want to be part of you and I hope you are enjoying my company, because it's special for me. Let's start with the best for us, to know each other and make the silly happy mistake of being on the other side of being friends. Because you remind me that I can be happy with someone else, other than being alone.