Month-End Reflections (July 2016)

So, it's the end of the month and here again are my month-end reflections. This month was about me pursuing ventures that I confident that will work. But things just turned nasty for the month with work, having all headaches and me needing an outlet to create a balance between ugly and beautiful. This much needed outlet came into a form of new found friends outside my social circle in the most unusual ways possible. I am confident that this coming few months will create a better life for me, being happier and less stress with work, and being happier for my life and ventures.

Why Am I Here?
As the same as last month, I am still pushing forward on having my ventures on track and reach my dreams of having my own. By that time, I would be happy on reaching something I am dreaming since I was studying. I am nearing that period and seeing the light in the long tunnel I am in. I have set aside other things in my life and been happy just thinking that it will soon become a reality. Just a few more steps and my dream is in arms reach. Now, I am confident, strong-willed and on-track for what is to come!


What Did I Learn This Month?
This month was I guess the hardest months I was in while working here in Malaysia, I have to deal with people who are really not worth my time. I have already sacrificed my name for their sake, but this is what I have in return, all turning back because of what they think is right. But then again, it is not the end of the road for me, I need to continue sailing and rebuild to see other people succeed.


Am I Carrying An Excess Baggage In This Month That Can Be Dropped?
For now, I guess there is nothing to drop down. I have moved on for the troubles of the past and continue to move forward. Though my month are full of negative energy at work, I don't think I'll carry the burdens of the past for the coming months, it will not make me any better if I think about people who left. I was like that and I will continue to be like that. I live for my existence and not for few people who are not worth the talk.


What Is The Greatest Achievement I Did This Month? 
I have been moving forward in talks of my ventures and helping a student pursue her dream as well. I am just eager to start it when I have the time and all the things are put to rest, then I will be a machine to make this happen with the people I trust for my ventures. Having the same passion I have for my business, if not, then I will continue with or without them. I am moving forward and will continue looking into ways that I will reach my dream to my ventures in life.


What Is the Biggest Time Sink I Did This Month?
Well, I guess it's the people who I thought will be worthwhile. I have been talking about them on good faith, unfortunately, in the end it was worthless. Though it's my work, I still deal with it personally to make sure that the people I know can grow, will grow. But I can't do it, they are the ones who need to look for ways to be good at. I am a straightforward person when it comes to work. Why? Because I want them to succeed. I can be tough, I use tough words, but it's all in good faith, but people see it differently.


What More Should I Do For Next Month?
I am still focusing on my ventures this month, and other things in my life will be put aside for the greater self I imagine for myself. Though I know this coming month, I would still be stuck at work, I am confident to get a few words and developments on my ventures and this is what I am looking forward for.


Who Did I Help This Month?
I guess I can say my student on her plans of having her business to start in the right foot. I am happy that she will soon see her dream of her own business and I am so much willing to work with her to fulfill that. I hope as well my other students will build their own seek my advice. It would just be a great feeling to see my students build what they envisioned in their lives.


Whom Should I Say "Thank You" This Month?
I would that the people who trusted me this month. For those people who I know will be successful in their lives. I am thankful for people who makes me realize my worth and giving me the confidence in doing my work. I am thankful for the privilege given to me as I am deeply honored for the gesture that they have shared with me. I am grateful that because of you, I still feel happy about dealing with people.