And The Long Wait Has Ended...

Now, my favorite phrase is... "everything happens for a reason"

I guess, it would apply for me tonight. I've been longing to find a friend who I dearly loved before and I never imagined I would see her again in the weirdest places that we could ever meet again. I was hoping so much of getting in touch with you again, I was hoping that I would find you and ask where you have been, I was hoping we can talk and talk about our lives the past 6 years or so. 

The most awkward feeling that you gave me was your stare tonight that gave me frills and wondered why you were staring at me. Until you finally said, "do you remember me?" There are only a few people I know and you caught me off guard and reminded me that you worked with me before. Then finally I remembered your beautiful face and charming smile, but I suddenly forgot your name, which in fact I really never did. 

It was one of the weirdest night I had, but one of the happiest night for a long a time. I wanted to share my number and get yours, but I was too afraid of the time that I told you I liked you and you walked away from me. I don't want to get hurt anymore, even just we are friends. I suddenly can't ask your number for all the reasons that was running through my brain. I wish I had, but I thanked God I didn't.

As I walked back to my house, I was asking for God to gave me a sign soon if He would let me see you again, I would ask you out again. If not, then I would rest my case and be glad that I just saw you once again. I really can't get over your smile. I wish I had a chance to talk to you tonight, but I decided not to. A glance here and there, our eyes meet from afar, your gesture and short talk we had was all that is enough for me to be happy again. 

So, if God would let me see you again, I would exchange numbers with you. I would ask you things to know you again and what have you been doing with your life. Well, everything happens for a reason, and I hope the reason for seeing you again will lead to a friendship that I longed for with you. And I am really grateful that you have kept something that I gave you years ago and didn't forget me even for a long time (well, I guess my face... you just forgot my name). 'Til we meet again, in God's time.