When I Lost Passion Again

A few chats here and there, a few calls here and there. But there's nothing definite on what I am doing right now. I'm just wasting time being involved with people that in the end would not be what I have envision. So, why am I wasting my time? I really don't know.

So, again... I'm losing passion for looking for the people who can be with me in my life. I'm tired of entertaining and talking that would lead to nothing in the end. It's better to think of something else that can be beneficial for me alone and not of thinking of others.

I'm likewise tired of people making it a joke of what is important for me. I'm already on the limits and I just can't do so much until I get what I want. So, until then I need to keep my cool, which is not what I want. I am a giving person, but you are ruining what I set forward to the things I want that you owed me. Probably with this problem affects how I deal with what my initial steps in knowing people.

I've lost trust in these people and soon they would be out of my life and would be glad to be so. It would be a blessing that they would be out of my life. I should stop trusting so much people and keep what I have and hold on to it as my plans can't continue if these people are messing my plans in life.