When Nothing Seems to Change...

I've been very patient for the longest time. I have endured everything that I should have endured and there is a time that I say "enough is enough", I need to pass through these times and look for a better pasture across the road. I thought it would just be times, but this is too much, it never really changed and this will just be the same over and over again.

I should have said thank you when I had a chance, but I was reluctant as I had things to settle once I get afloat with the new things I planned for my life. Living alone is hard and I need to keep myself intact and what I need to share back home. I really need something else, I need to do something with my life. Or my life would just be the same over and over again.

I quit because I wasn't comfortable before and now, I am planning to quit because of the doubts that it would not change. In the long run, I would suffer and it's a blessing in disguise that a few things didn't push through, as I am planning a change in my life. And once opportunity knocks to my door, I will certainly grab it and make sure to take the fastest route out of this life.

I have made my decision and I am looking now for new challenges in my life, because this is just terrible. It's horrible to think that I would stay. I am appalled on what is happening. I have my plans and it was ruined, I have my life and I needed to stay back, I needed to rest, but I needed to be here. By when it would change? I have no idea. But, what I know... this is the last draw.