Month-End Reflections (November 2016)

This month started as if there would be nothing good happening, but in the ended with a bang! I was sort of playing around at the start as this is my birthday month and I was thinking that this year would be no different from any other years that passed. But to my amazement it was one of the most memorable birthday months I ever had. The first half of the month was all about me thinking of what I will be doing in my birthday, how would I treat myself as I always did. In the end, I went to TGI Fridays for lunch and had my dinner in a Japanese restaurant. Then I was able to watch Naruto Live Spectacle and went for a weekend getaway in Genting Highlands! Truly an eventful month for me! Now, as I look forward for another year... I hope and pray that I will be able to travel next year and have my birthday in the Land of the Rising Sun! Please!!!!! hahahaha.....


Why Am I Here?
I am here to make a difference in myself. To be better than I was yesterday. As I mentioned in my workshop, MOTIVATION COMES TOTALLY FROM YOU! My success in life is only dependent on how I motivate myself to reach for what I want in my life. There is no one who can bring me down, but myself. People can tell me things that I can or cannot do, but all the success in my life is because I am motivated to do something. I am motivated to be successful in my life. I am here to DOMINATE not COMPETE! I am here to dominate myself and not compete with anyone. I am here to because I want to be successful!


What Did I Learn This Month?
No matter what happens in my life, whether it is success or failure, it is all because of ME. I can't blame no one for the things I never achieved in my life. I need failure to succeed. I need hardships to succeed. I need mistakes to succeed. As all of these will bring me to the destination I have placed myself. The first step is to set a goal. I have done that and now... I want to work hard on it. Wanting to be successful in anything I want in my life will not be easy, so the path I am going to will have bumps, curves, and u-turns but what is important is I have a destination a goal at the end of the day.


Am I Carrying An Excess Baggage In This Month That Can Be Dropped?
As much as I want to repeat what I have written previously, I want to move on and let KARMA and let GOD judge them for what they have done. I can earn more than what I lost. I can only be happy when I let go of the people who have wronged me, but it doesn't mean I will trust them again. It just means that these people will no longer be part of the life. I trusted with stupidity and I will be wiser because that is the only way I can be free and happy the rest of my life.


What Is The Greatest Achievement I Did This Month? 
I enjoyed myself in this month. I was happy with my life, I gave myself a great celebration even I was alone. I treated myself for a great month. It was really fulfilling as it was all about what I want in my life, all things just fall into it's place. Even as for work, even with the struggles I have, I pulled off what I thought I can't do. I am really proud of myself that with the hardships and negative vibes at work, I was able to fulfill what I promised. Things may not go as planned, blackouts and headaches, piled-up work, but with all of these, the satisfaction of completing something I had no idea if I can even pull it off.


What Is the Biggest Time Sink I Did This Month?
It's all about pulling myself down at the first part of the month. Thinking negative things in what I will be spending for the month. Thinking of people who don't even care about me. It was heartbreaking knowing that you are not being cared for. But in the end, I picked myself up and instilled in my mind that the only way I can be happy is the way I treat my life, not how people value my existence.


What More Should I Do For Next Month?
Bring in more of the positive vibe that I started the middle of the month. Continuing to be thankful of my life and knowing that I can be successful because of what I can do with my life. Continuing to value myself and motivating myself to be better than I was before. I should do more next month is to save for what I want in my life and think of the best ways I can fulfill what I want in my life. With this, I will be believing more and more that I can do the goal I set myself. Bringing value to my life is utmost importance.


Who Did I Help This Month?
I guess at work and of my job, I hopefully helped my colleagues learn the passion I have with my life and translate into their lives. Be motivated on what I shared with them. With this, the fulfillment I get with this is truly amazing. I hope they get what I mean, I hope it brings good to what I feel will not work, even though at times, it feels like no motivation in their lives. Again, I can only do so much and tell them how to be successful in their careers and lives, but hopefully I helped a lot of them.


Whom Should I Say "Thank You" This Month?
I thank the people who trusted me. I thank the people who saw the value of what I shared. I thank the people that are willing to shift their lives to be a better person for what I shared. I thank the people who gives value to my life. I thank the people who remembers me in my birthday. I thank the people who gave me the best wishes in my birthday. I thank the people who have not forgotten me.