I Just Hope...

I still can clearly remember the moments we shared before. The happy moments, and it's weird because the past years I have been remembering the bad times that we had. The resentment, the anger, the frustrations in our failed relationship and why is it now that I'm remembering the times that we shared with that made us fall in love with each other. 

The moments that we shared like the simplest of dates at the food court until to our moments in the church. I know you wouldn't remember all of these, but it's good to remember the times I was the happiest and felt alone when I left for work. I never imagined I was homesick for not being with you. But, when we spend our times together, the happy and enjoyable ones, it's the moments I miss about us.

It's been a long time and it's about time to tell you what made you and me special. The best times we shared were the best moments that I had and I hope that it will be true again for the second time. But, now I hope it will be longer and better than last time, because losing you twice would just be the worst thing that would happen to me.

I know that bringing back the past is not the best option for most people, but it's different for us, and more importantly it's different from you. The moments we shared for you are now blank sheets of paper that I want to rewrite. I want to rewrite the moments we shared, but be more careful with your heart and not repeat the heartaches that we shared. Once we shared this moment, once you loved how I wrote to you, once you loved how I cared for you, once you loved how I loved you. And I just hope, now you would love me the way you loved me before.

It's been years, but the moments are still here. As a Scorpio, it's hard for me to forget the moments, whether good or bad, now... It's the best things that happened to us. And as a Scorpio, being strong-willed would need a strong-willed person who knows who can support me in my life and and I know you would need one to. Just remember, I promised and that promise is still in my heart. 

You gave me time to be alone, God gave me time to heal the wounds, and now it's the time for me ask you. Ask you the same question I asked you before, years ago. I just hope, it's the same answer you gave me.