I'm Hurt Because I'm Beginning To Love You

There are a few sleepless nights until I just got tired and had a good sleep. But once I woke up it's the same feeling I was feeling for the past week and that is loving you. I should not be acting like this but I just want keep silent so I would not be hurt more than before. It's easy to say that I love you, but this is just as complicated as my life is tumbling around. It looks like the only way to end this hurt is to unlearn what I am feeling for you, but how would I do it if you are the first person I imagine when I wake up in the morning. 

Why would I feel hurt when I am beginning to love you? It's because your heart is for someone else. You have someone else you are free to be with, but then again you feel chocked. You have someone else you are happy to be with, but stressed when thinking of the future with him. You have someone else you like to spend time with, but you still find time to call me to say goodnight. 

So, how would I forget you when you are starting to make me love you. I want to say I love you but it would be unfair for you, because you are with that someone else. Why would I ask you love me, when you have someone you hold dearly? It would be selfish of me to tell I love you, because I am the one telling you advice in your relationship. I feel tired... really tired... because I'm hurt... because I'm beginning to love you.