Would You Think It's All Joke...

Now you know, but you think it's all joke and fun. A hint there and there, I guess you would already know that I like you, until I just told you that I do. Well, I said "love" than "like" though.

But, I know you have someone else and I got no chance of having you in my life. Like I always do, is laugh about my problems if I can't solve them. So, you are my happy and lovable problem now. A problem that would stay in my life until we part ways and our own lives outside, on what we call our work. I never wished for a problem like you in my life, unfortunately all my happiness in life is always shattered with misfortunes when it comes to loving someone.

One thing about my feelings for you is not a joke, it's all fun and games now, but to tell you I'm not joking when I told you that 'i love you'. Come to think of it, I'm basically hurt so many times, that I just can't let go of you even knowing you have someone else. It becomes natural for me already to be hurt in so many ways that I can imagine.

So, the first meeting was just as normal as it can be. It just grew on to me that I was liking you day by day with your sweet thoughts and laughter. When you just randomly sent me a photo of you smiling when I was comforting you because of your problems at work. When you mistakenly message me and called me babe... Well, close to my  terms of endearment of 'baby. What can I do, when my heart grew fond of you, until I fell for you in so many ways.

Would you think it's all joke, when I am serious about loving you? An yes, I am serious and I'll be waiting, even that waiting means nothing.