My Valentine's Post

This is my... I guess my first Valentine's Day post... Hahaha...

Well, so let's start this craziness about valentines day and be happy in the hearts day! Yeah! I'm still single and got no one beside me this empty room full of love seats and a pool table. Opppss... forgot the two single girls at the other side of the room minding their own business. Seems, like I'm not the only one who is spending alone valentines day!

So, while I'm playing love songs (just to be in the mood to write down) I've been thinking of someone I lost along the way, years have passed and I don't know why she's been throbbing in my heart and lingering in my mind. It's been a long time and I know you have forgotten along the way how we were. I have been committed with her for the longest time I lost her and she lost a part of her life. The past may not be the best, but I am here to continue the journey and I hope for the second time around she would be willing to love me the way she loved me before.

I may not have told her yet, but it's getting there. I still feel the hurt sometimes, I know it gets hard sometimes but I know the memories that we made before can't be erased. But I also know that loving can heal and mend the broken heart. It will get easier and I know it will be worth it in the end. I may have waited for a long time, but no one will understand what happened to us, what you have gone through and what I have paid for in the end. But I hoping that you would not let go of me again.

People may say it's not the best, people may say it's a bad idea, but the years I have dealt with, the years I ignored her, the years that I felt remorse was something that no one can understand but me. No one may know the true reason, no one may know what I've gone through just to be here. I made a vow, I made a promise and that I can't forget, and that is the reason I will love her again.

So, this Valentine's Day! Even I have yet to tell her my true feelings, I hope that she is (even she is stressed with work) would have a nice Valentine's Day. Yeah! I don't think I'll tell her I love her today....... because it's too cheeky... ahahaha...