ScorpionTearz Month-End Reflections (January 2017)

I barely remember how terrible the first week of the year took over my life for 2017. There was a lot of things going on in my life, love life (or the lack of), a few advances, moving in to a new place with a lot of scary moments and the realization that I need to do more of what I am taking in for myself. Of course, my usual work and dealing with people and being stressed over my work.

As I am taking over my challenges in my blog, I'm happy to say it's a great start for the year, a sluggish first week but a great comeback at the end. I turned to the book I read last year and finished reading it in 3 days. It again showed me that my decisions to start the new year was the right thing to do. I struggled to start with, but the rewards for me is great.

Now, barely a week of staying in my new place, I made strides to make myself stronger. I have an empty space that I plan to fill by next month. A new goal to reach and more work to do. I got the time, the space and determination to do it and I'm just excited to do whatever it takes to live up to my own expectations. I thank God for allowing me to do what I do. I just need to strive for what I can do and must do for my life. A great start to a great year ahead.


Why Am I Here?
I am here to live what I'm destined to. I am here because of the decisions I made to be who I am. It's a work in progress and I'm taking a great leap to the unknown. This is what I must do. My future might not be bright now, but I know where I am going to. My path right now have a few turns and curves, but I'm taking this back home. I'm here because I got goals to achieve.


What Did I Learn This Month?
With all the struggles I have in my life, I know I can accomplish it by putting my heart and soul into it. I need my faith in God to be strong and believe that I can do with my abilities. I must conquer my fears and be the best who I can be. I know I have a lot more to offer in this world and I know I can do much more of what I am doing now. The decisions I make is for my own greatness, for my own future and no one can stop me from what I am destined to.


Am I Carrying An Excess Baggage In This Month That Can Be Dropped?
I really can't think of an excess baggage to start the year as I have moved on from the people who betrayed my trust from last year. I'll just let karma take them to where they need to be. As a Scorpio, I will always remember the people who used me and betrayed my trust, it will stay with me forever. I would not forgive them, but for me I will not think over it and stress about it.


What Is The Greatest Achievement I Did This Month? 
The greatest achievement I did this month is on setting myself a goal to move to a new place, no matter what, and now I am here. I had this plan a year ago (well, years ago), until I put myself in charge of my life and go for it. Going for the unknown and not being scared of the consequences I would face. I will struggle for a few months with this decision, but I'm happy and glad that I made one of the best decisions for myself, because I can.

What Is the Biggest Time Sink I Did This Month?
To think of people who don't think of me, to love people who don't love me, to care for people who don't care about me. This is the biggest time sink I did this month. I was thinking, loving and caring so much for people who just don't give back (and mostly likely not deserve it). I was too friendly and caring this month until I put myself into trouble. Sometimes, I get tired of being a nice person.


What More Should I Do For Next Month?
Think of myself more than what I did this month, as in my time sink, I did that most of the days and had only little time for what I can do in my life. Well, I got this covered with the plans I need to do. Though these projects are there, I hope these can help me for the months that I need it most. Ganbatte!


Who Did I Help This Month?
I helped a few people for this month, and I'm just happy to have shared my thoughts in their lives. I'm happy to be a confidant and I'm glad that they trust me as one. Though it's their decisions to make, it's their own destiny to fulfill, I'm happy that I have touched their hears. So, no matter what happens, I'll be them all the way.


Whom Should I Say "Thank You" This Month?
I'm thankful for this one person, who made me realize that it must be my destiny. I thank this young lady who always give me a piece of advice in my life (though, it's supposed to be me). Thank you for giving me the courage to step out of my comfort zone, telling me it's about time to give it another chance. Whether it's my destiny or not, I'll take it, because if it's us, it would be us, if not, then there were never been an us. So, I'll keep my faith and pray to God!