I'm Terribly Confused

Back to my normal life, the life that outside work and the one I enjoy flickering around. I have been stressed with my work and finances that I am having a hard time writing blogs. I just can't focus on what I will do, but hopefully it will be back to normal soon. I still hope that I will leave my work soon and get a better opportunity.

And yes, my life has been neglected. I have been thinking too much of what I can do with all my financial woes with the delays in my salary. But now I found time to think of my life, the one I am confused about. The life that makes me fall for someone and will fall out of. The life that makes me smile because of someone and makes me feel sad because it's temporary. The life that makes me see goodness in someone and makes me realize that we are just friends.

Meeting a few people, learning to like a few and still thinking of my old one. This just makes me feel confused in my life. Well, I just don't know but I'm getting crazy with what is happening in my life. I just feel confused, but I know who I want in my life. But then when I want to approach, it feels like it's not right. I'm trying to figure out this life and it's hard.

Why is everything is so confusing and I might just be out of my mind. So, I do hope there is an answer to this already, but until that time comes I am good to be confused... Terribly confused with life.