What Can I Do Now?

I've been tired of thinking what I can't navigate right now with my work. I've been tired and thinking of the worst for me. I just don't believe that I can't be away from this alive. I'm just tired because there are things I made and I had my commitments to make. Now, with all these are question marks that I made. How will I overcome this when I have lost the drive to pursue anything.

I wished the prayers for me has been answered and will be continuing as I have lost the sense of happiness and life right now. I am thankful though for the friends and mentors I have that keep me still alive. But I'm not out of the problem and I'm still in it. I'm trying and I'm trying hard to look for something to keep me moving forward. I've lost the one I love before and I don't think it will happen for us again. I've lost my Mom, which was the most trying time for me.

I can't put on a smile as I am troubled with my job. I don't feel safe and it's unstable. I've been looking around and it's been hard. I just want to get over this hump and I'll be back to who I am. I'm just tired of people causing me wrong and causing me to think that I have no place. I know I'm better than this and I know I can be the person I can be in a different platform.

Things now are just rocky and I can't turn to anyone right now. There are people to blame, but they don't care at all. Things can be better, but somewhere else. It's the time to let go and it's been long time overdue for me leave and live happily again. I'm in a rush and I need an urgent intervention. Where will I be? Where is my next step? I know I can do it, I just need people to trust that I can do it.

And now, with my elementary school teacher shared with me. I would share this Bible verse.

1 Peter 5:7
Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.