When Will This End?

I have already reached my limitations and I just don't have a path out of this. I have been enduring from the start of the year and it continues until nearly half of the year, and I don't have any qualms that this would end until even after the year. Unfortunately, it's such hard thing to get out of this, I'm just tired and exhausted. 

I've been looking tirelessly from the start of the year and it's really hard to get a new job for now. I guess I would know, knowing that I am working out of the country. So, will the best option for me is to get a job back home? But, I'll just wait for this company to crumble and will leave happy, because this is the only way this company will go from here. 

I just need to wait a bit longer and see how it goes and if it goes to the path I envision, then I would be a happy camper. This is what you want? Then, I will ride the tide and see how the waves engulf and devastate the already broken pieces. This is the path and I'm just riding on. 

But, I need alternatives now. I got a few things on my table but I also need cash. I need my startups to work and then I will go from there. I just want this to work out. I've been tired of all these, but I'm willing to wait. So, as it amuses me that they have yet made a decision on this yet. I'll be on the look out, because it's been since the end of last year that it's been happening.

So, as I'm planning my future, I'm on a wait and see how it will not work out for us, because if it doesn't work, then it would be one of the best things that will happen, by the end of the day.