Looks Like Goodbye

I've been deciding to stay or I'll be leaving a place I stayed for around 5 years. It was a rocky start and probably ending in the same fashion I came in. It's been an experience and I've learned a lot of myself on things that I can do, my confidence grew stronger here and been delighted that I'm getting ready for the future that is in front of me. I'd be soon leaving and I need to settle things and finally say goodbye to the place, to the people and to the past that brought me here for 5 years.

I've been a mess and it seems but fitting to leave the country in a mess. Well, with a direction to be my own boss once I'm back home. Where all the directions are pointing to going back, I can't imagine that with all that I've gone through, it will be one of the most of the satisfying things I will do. I made decisions that made me feel better about myself, I made decisions that proved that I can do with just a bit of push. Though at times, I doubt myself, I believed that I can what I wanted to do.

So, as the same as my letter, writing this is just a relief that I'd be leaving and starting a new life. No matter what happens in the future, I'm glad that this happened and it happened in the most ironic ways that I can imagine. Life pushed me through the edge and because of the people who believed in me and still continuously believe, I'm grateful that I am here and will push myself to success.

With that, I guess it would be a goodbye. Terima Kasih!