Falling Out

Days, weeks, and a few months are not going well for me. I'm been falling out and it doesn't help when we have a dysfunctional family. It's just pissing me off and I need a way out and I need to get out of this fast. I lost my mind on certain things and I need to get back on track. A few things I just left would hopefully bring me luck for the next few months. I have decided on letting go of an investment I have because I really don't have any choice right now. I've been struggling and I hope this doesn't continue for long.

I'm trying to build the pieces, but my hands are tied-up and I would need a return even so I would lose an a good amount of money. I tried and I failed, but this is something I can't do anymore. I'm now struggling and I need a solution fast and probably a bit of luck for the next few weeks. I just getting tired of this and no one can help me out right now. I'm tired of the troubles in the house, but I need to think out of it and start my new life. I can't stay any longer here and I need to fight back.

What makes this really sad is that people just don't take responsibility and people who are trying to make a change in life is the one struggling to save them. I don't know if they would change, probably not if I don't talk. I need to move on as I am falling out really fast. I need to save myself, because I can't keep up with all the troubles I am facing now, even so that other things are not so much of my responsibility. I'm tired and I need a way out.