It's Been Awhile

Things changed in my life and I'm still rebuilding myself. I have a few things to settle in my past and I am hoping I can do it before the year ends. Hopefully I can do justice with the decisions I made in my life. I am happy to be back in the Philippines and restart my career here, though a pay cut was inevitable, I needed to take it on. Now, I am enjoying myself at work, even there are a few things I am uncomfortable with and hopefully it would just be time that makes me feel just as confident as I am in the past.

It's been awhile that I have written in my blog and it seems that I can't reach my goal of having a 100 blog post as there are only a few months left in the year. Though I got the time, I just lost the passion in a way of writing because of the things that bothered me in past few months. Hopefully, I can still do it. Well, the year end is near and I'm wondering how it would turn out. I think I have figured how it would be like in the few months for certain things and I am willing to take on the challenges that come to me. I'm trying my best to deal with what I have right now, struggles are there, but I'm sure that I can overcome those things before the year end.

There are a few things that I am looking forward to and that is knowing how my heart will be, trying out to love again. Trying how it feels to feel the love again. But, first look for the one who makes me happy in every moment I am with her. It would take time though I've been ready for years and it looks like that I'm nearing to the moment of asking someone again. This makes me feel glad and enjoy my life here even with the struggles I am facing right now.