While I'm Waiting

In a couple of months, changes are going to happen, but I don't know what to do and say, even your just beside me all the time. While I glance and see how you're doing, it makes me think to tell you what you meant to me, but it would make me feel bad once these changes happen. It looks great now, but it would be another heavy situation if and when it happens.

It's nice to know that you're there now, it makes me smile when I see you, but when the time comes, feelings might change and promises might be broken again. I already learned how hard it is when I get betrayed and have given everything just for someone and once I fall now, it might just be the same as before. So, while I'm waiting, I've been thinking if it would be a good idea because I know it will be harder the second time around.

I can hold on when it happens, but will you be able to do the same thing? I don't know if you can be the same when the time changes, when I decide to be somewhere else. Things might be different and feelings might change, but while I'm waiting I can be happy that you make my day every single day that I see you. Because you're the one I can't wait to see. 

While waiting... I'll keep my emotions intact, feelings hidden as the times will change.