Thank You for the Love... Before It Vanished...

As years pass by and as we grew apart, there was one thing I was thankful when we were together. It was the love you gave me that I never thought I was worth it. And when I say "love" it was the things you did that made me feel loved that no other person gave me in my years. And that is why it is hard to let go, for years I thought we can be together again, but it vanished.

I don't know if you remember how it was great to feel how to be loved by you. You looked me in the eye and your eyes sparkle with joy... overjoyed in fact. The smile you gave me was something my Mum can only give to me and I was glad that you gave that smile to me. It was when you were not afraid to hold my hands even I was too afraid because you are that beautiful. It didn't matter for you that I was not good looking, what mattered to you was that you love me. 

Thank you for the love, thank you. As I remember our past, I hope you still remember the days we were together, even it was hard for us to reach other, I felt the love, even we were miles apart and in different time zones, you made me feel that you are close to me, even it hurt me that I can't be with you and knowing that it hurt you more because of the worries you had.

Thank you for the love you gave me, before it vanished. Before it fell apart and we drifted apart. It is such a cruel world that our love will be not again be true, but I thank you for all of the love you gave me.