Randomly Awake
Hot summer day!
As much as I want to sleep, it seems my body and mind is wide awake at 2 o'clock in the morning. So, I decided to open my laptop and write on my blog that I haven't updated in ages. I just don't know what to write, well, I guess I do but I just don't want to think over and over it again.
It's been a month since I wrote in my blog, one thing is that it's too hot in my place to open my laptop and have the heat of the laptop and heat in the room burn me up. So, now I moved to another place, though I wasn't expecting this trouble too, but it's better than the other one. It just gives more more room and more freedom to move around. Still thinking of moving if some of my plans change, but for now I'll just stay put.
May just went by so fast for me, not much work to do and nothing great in my life. I just wanted to be hydrated and keep cool with this scorching heat in the country. It's just hot, toasting hot, burning hot (and I'm not exaggerating!) Summer is soon to end and the rainy season is about to arrive.
I had my life plans on hold this month as I got myself into a mess I shouldn't be in. I just need time to get out of this predicament and I'll be on my way to the plans I laid out for myself long time ago. As I already settled in my job, I need to do other things for my life right now.
As I think of relationship, it's more of a non-existent. I guess the struggles of being alone is better than having someone join in your struggles. I'm trying not to give up on that, but it seems more likely I'd be alone for the rest of my life. And about the 'rest of my life' I thought already of what age I want to leave the world, I know it kind of morbid, but I'll just keep it to myself (the number it is).
I need a bottle (or two) of beer to just kick me to sleep. Unfortunately, I slept so early because of boredom and now I'me freaking awake. I just want to go back to sleep and be ready for the day ahead. Well, I'd be probably a zombie at office later. Good luck!
*no photo*
As much as I want to sleep, it seems my body and mind is wide awake at 2 o'clock in the morning. So, I decided to open my laptop and write on my blog that I haven't updated in ages. I just don't know what to write, well, I guess I do but I just don't want to think over and over it again.
It's been a month since I wrote in my blog, one thing is that it's too hot in my place to open my laptop and have the heat of the laptop and heat in the room burn me up. So, now I moved to another place, though I wasn't expecting this trouble too, but it's better than the other one. It just gives more more room and more freedom to move around. Still thinking of moving if some of my plans change, but for now I'll just stay put.
May just went by so fast for me, not much work to do and nothing great in my life. I just wanted to be hydrated and keep cool with this scorching heat in the country. It's just hot, toasting hot, burning hot (and I'm not exaggerating!) Summer is soon to end and the rainy season is about to arrive.
I had my life plans on hold this month as I got myself into a mess I shouldn't be in. I just need time to get out of this predicament and I'll be on my way to the plans I laid out for myself long time ago. As I already settled in my job, I need to do other things for my life right now.
As I think of relationship, it's more of a non-existent. I guess the struggles of being alone is better than having someone join in your struggles. I'm trying not to give up on that, but it seems more likely I'd be alone for the rest of my life. And about the 'rest of my life' I thought already of what age I want to leave the world, I know it kind of morbid, but I'll just keep it to myself (the number it is).
I need a bottle (or two) of beer to just kick me to sleep. Unfortunately, I slept so early because of boredom and now I'me freaking awake. I just want to go back to sleep and be ready for the day ahead. Well, I'd be probably a zombie at office later. Good luck!
*no photo*
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