I Easily Quit

I don't quit on what I am passionate about. Life may not be what I wanted it to be, but the struggles in my life are what makes me what I am now. The sacrifices I made me stronger than what I was before, though I may have success in my career, I still long for other successes in life. I made it through my career ladder and I don't intend of getting higher in what I am now. But, where life takes me, I would push myself to the limit to brace the impact of life.

Sometimes we come across people, some who will stay with us forever, friends who you know who you count on and there would be people who would be the lessons in your life. I've met a lot of people, good and bad, those I became close with and stay away from. I became friends with people and those who broke my trust and friends who will be there if I have or don't. 

We meet people in our lives, who you thought will be the perfect someone to fill the voids in your life, some may stay longer than others, some may be painful than others, some make your world slower than others, but one thing if they leave, it will hurt you one way or the other. I've been with someone who I cried more than others, I've been with someone who brought joy to my life and I've wished that they would stay with me longer than I expected and that is forever. I've been with someone who I just don't want let go because I never felt more loved than anyone else I knew, but she was the most painful one when she left me.

Now, I like to say I have fallen for someone. I think of loving someone, but it seems difficult when the love I am giving is nothing. I just feel that the love I am giving is coming back. I just don't. Most of the times, when I hear the word 'I love you' is when it is all at the wrong moment. Now, it seems that there is none. It's still new and I don't know where this is going, but I am losing the passion. I am feeling bored and negative. I feel like quitting because I just don't feel the love in return. 

When I love someone, I love someone, no pretensions, no ifs or buts. However, when someone you are giving it to just don't respond to it. Not passionate about it, with questions and lies, I guess I have to let go, before I lose out my sense more and more. I can easily quit. Easily quit on people who I thought I can love because it is not worth it. I can leave any moment, I can leave before I am closer with you, because the more I stay, the more I hurt myself.

But thank you.