Answered Prayers
Done with an awesome 2018! Ready to grab all opportunities in 2019!
It was a year of prayer and boy it made a lot of difference in my life. I had prayed for three things in my life to impact my life in 2018 and all my prayers were answered. It was hard fought and with a lot of sacrifices until I reached the destination I asked for. It seems though that it was a little too late for my prayers to happen, but it did and I’m very much thankful to God to have answered all my prayers.
My blog was dormant for most of the year as I needed the inspiration to do so, I needed a piece of knowledge, passion and creativeness to write. I remembered saying that I will write more in 2018 than my previous years of writing, but I barely wrote. I’m fine though as what is more important is the life I had captured in excitement and joy.
Though I can’t share all the three things I asked for, I can share one that made me wrote this blog and it is because of this certain someone (I told you I needed an inspiration to write).
I prayed to have someone in my life who would truly understand me, who would love me and care for me with all of her heart, who will be afraid to lose me as much as I do. In the 8 years I spent alone, thinking that probably I’ll not meet someone who will do that, I thought of asking from God for the first time. There are a few people who came into my life, thinking that they would be the one, but it never grew from new friendships.
Then she came into my life, as friends we were just talking about her life and my life. I ignored the signs of falling for her and knowing that we will just be friends. As the days go by and a few more friendly dates, I realized that I have fallen for her. But I was too afraid to ruin our friendship, so I just let the days go by without telling her about what she already meant for me. It was one day that I slipped and told her my feelings. Of course, she was shocked of me revelations, but I was happy I did it.
It never ruined our friendship, but it made us closer to each other. Though I know what her feelings are at first, I wanted to let her know what I meant when I told her the first time that I love her. I know this is not yet as I prayed for, but I am glad that she is by my side, who is ready to love me, care for me, and is afraid of losing and hurting me.
Confused with what we have become, we are in the midst of knowing if we are meant for each other. This is the first time in a long time that I had this feeling for someone, who made me realize that I can love and be loved by someone in a certain way. I will make her believe that what I mean is for real and as I continue to pray, I hope she will continue this journey with me.
It was a year of prayer and boy it made a lot of difference in my life. I had prayed for three things in my life to impact my life in 2018 and all my prayers were answered. It was hard fought and with a lot of sacrifices until I reached the destination I asked for. It seems though that it was a little too late for my prayers to happen, but it did and I’m very much thankful to God to have answered all my prayers.
My blog was dormant for most of the year as I needed the inspiration to do so, I needed a piece of knowledge, passion and creativeness to write. I remembered saying that I will write more in 2018 than my previous years of writing, but I barely wrote. I’m fine though as what is more important is the life I had captured in excitement and joy.
Though I can’t share all the three things I asked for, I can share one that made me wrote this blog and it is because of this certain someone (I told you I needed an inspiration to write).
I prayed to have someone in my life who would truly understand me, who would love me and care for me with all of her heart, who will be afraid to lose me as much as I do. In the 8 years I spent alone, thinking that probably I’ll not meet someone who will do that, I thought of asking from God for the first time. There are a few people who came into my life, thinking that they would be the one, but it never grew from new friendships.
Then she came into my life, as friends we were just talking about her life and my life. I ignored the signs of falling for her and knowing that we will just be friends. As the days go by and a few more friendly dates, I realized that I have fallen for her. But I was too afraid to ruin our friendship, so I just let the days go by without telling her about what she already meant for me. It was one day that I slipped and told her my feelings. Of course, she was shocked of me revelations, but I was happy I did it.
It never ruined our friendship, but it made us closer to each other. Though I know what her feelings are at first, I wanted to let her know what I meant when I told her the first time that I love her. I know this is not yet as I prayed for, but I am glad that she is by my side, who is ready to love me, care for me, and is afraid of losing and hurting me.
Confused with what we have become, we are in the midst of knowing if we are meant for each other. This is the first time in a long time that I had this feeling for someone, who made me realize that I can love and be loved by someone in a certain way. I will make her believe that what I mean is for real and as I continue to pray, I hope she will continue this journey with me.
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