a hole inside of me...

i want to show how i....

admire
adulate
care for
cherish
hold dear
...and
LOVE...

but...

there is a hole deep inside of me that no one is wanting to fill or even look at...

damn... that's the truth... i tried.. i loved... i failed... and i forgot...

damn... it's fun to lie... to myself... thinking its alright... its fine... and its okay...

damn... you can dive into my heart... and all you see is... NOTHING...

damn... i want to show how... but who? who? who? who? who? and who?