Waiting for the Time

Spending the time with my love was always exciting, I would not know what is gonna happen until I see her. It all depends on the mood we are in, apparently we have split personality, so anything goes when we are together. The time with her was lovely as we smile at each other every time we catch each other’s eyes looking. The time was never ending when we just sit at a corner, holding hands and talking. The time was sad as we struggle to take away the anger with each other. But it was the time of hardships that we learned that we care for each other so much and fear of someone giving up sets in within us. The time we had together was special, but the time we separated was devastating.

Remembering the past was never easy, as I would also see the toughest times that we had together. It was hard, but without these times we would not be strong enough to still find care for the sake of each other. Now as friends and waiting for the time that we be together again. 

Every hour would always pass that I think of her, as she is always on my mind. It is the thoughts of her that keeps me going throughout the day. She gives me strength to strive for the best that I can be. And I would be living the rest of my life with joy when I would be with her.

The pain sets in when I struggle to see her not with me, as she has been my inspiration for the past year. She gave me life that I never knew that I would have. She loved me for who I am, the not so famous guy, the not so handsome guy, the not so friendly guy, but she loved me with all her heart.

I want to bring back the joy, happiness, laughter and the love we had. I want to show the world that I love her, the time is ticking, but I don’t have the power to know what time is the right time. But what I know is that I love her then, now and tomorrow.