It’s All about the Risk

I was determined to take the risk for a long time coz of love

People told me things before taking the risk

Some say that it is alright to take the risk coz I love her

Some say that I was so sweet to take the risk

Some say I was selfish to think of taking the risk coz of love

Some even questioned me, why to take the risk at all

Then the time came to take the risk

There was no turning back already

I have made my decision and all things I left

Because of this so called “love”

But when things was so good, it got worse than before

I fell deeper and deeper until I can’t pull myself anymore

It shattered me until I can’t fix it anymore

Now, I believe the risk I made didn’t pay-off

And because of this, I am alone, broken, and would never be the same.

But, there is one thing I learnt from this risk

It is alright to take the risk for any reason

Coz if you don’t take the initial step you would question yourself again and again,

What if I did take the risk?

You just need to accept the result, whether it turned out bad.

As the year of suffering in 2010

Now, I need to start anew...

A new life in the year of 2011

A new beginning, a new hope, a new love

It will just be memories in my heart

Though my heart is never to be closed for that one

Now, I quote Dinah Craik...

“The way you know you have found the right one

is the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with the person.

Having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words,

but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain together;

certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them,

keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away”